Saturday, June 28, 2014

I've got a Letter!

Assalamualaikum,..




hahaha.. what a feeling!.. first of all, actually its not a real letter,..
26.6.2014.-I remember the first time i took a glance at my ex-boyfriend,..that feeling when his face came out in every things i did,.The first sight love feeling,,here im telling you,..its happened to me again. yeah..crazy LOL!
Astaghafirullahaladzim,...istighfar banyak-banyak,...
Ntahla,,. but its just happened that way,. On first week dkt skolah,.. I met him and *click* fell to him already..perghh hati ni lemah sgt,..his way are too too too awwwhh...hahahaha... *gatal!
*:DDD*
keyh just nak cerita a brief pasal dia..
*Lah sangat!*
His way,.. terserlah.. from what I've observe, dia sangat berkaliber,..ni boleh nampak dalam apa saja yang dia buat, terlibat dan dan berkaitan dengan dia,..the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he act,..First I guess yang dia dulu seorang ketua pengawas dekat sekolah lama but I think Im wrong bcoz when I asked his friends, diorang x mention pun bab tu,.. just maybe..

But then lama-kelamaan kitorang become closer..*ahah..dont get the wrong idea okeyh,..its all because of work,..* he told me his background,..that he think i should know,..hahah..lawak en??...whatever,..Itu lah jugak yang menyebabkan aku makin adore dia,. okay now, I think I should sign in into His fanclub...well,... IT seems so..by the way.. I already told myself that i'll never repeat the same mistake,..again.. hari2 bila berhubung dengan dia aku cubit peha to remind my self that 'NEVER GET INTO LOVE RELATIONSHIP AGAIN'.. "BELL,,wake up girl!! JGN FALLIN' LOVE!!!!!".. 

Just,..admire je kut,..x nak lah lebih2..penat dah sayang orang ni,.. kalau boleh x nak lagi experienced benda yang sama,..cukup sekali,..hahah,.. serik sangat dah nak inlove,..alah lagipun its just me feeling that way,.. I dont think he feels the same,.*Perhaps..
hampir setiap hari kami berjumpa and of course pasal kerja..YA ROBB,,.kuatkan imanku ..hahahah..and and yes.,,Aku yakin sangat yang ini cuma on my side,.. InsyaAllah,..lebih kurang macam,...perasan or syok sendiri or yang seangkatan dengannyalah,..hahah.. *crush jeh kott..
Dear you,..if you read this, please understand of what im trying to say here,..Dont get me wrong,..
with honour,Bella