I Miss You Dear! Yes I mean so much

Assalamualaikum..

Awak, dah lama awak tak tex or call saya. Awal tahu tak sebenarnya awak menyeksa saya. First, awak buat saya rindu sangat-sangat dekat awak. Second, saya rase bersalah and curious, awak marah saye ker? saya ada buat salah dekat awak?. Kalau ada bagilah tahu saya. Jangan buat saya macam tunggul. Saya langsung tak suka kita macam ni. Seriously, its killing me inside.

Dear, i know i never treat you well before.But believe me, its not that i dont want to, but i am too shy to make it.. I m clueless dear, I dont know what to do. FORGIVE ME please....