Thursday, January 31, 2013

I failed!

Assalamualaikum...

Awak,..kenapa awak buat macam ni dekat saya?..why?..i dont mind kalau awak terus terang..saya terima kalau awak cakap awak dah taknak saya..even it takes time for me to heale it..but..awak tak buat tu..awak fall in love dengan someone else..someone y buat awak how to explain/..erm BAHAGIA!..
Seriously sedih gila tau tak!!!!..even now..my tears keep running out..fast..sampai hati awak..

saya sayang awak..sumpah saya cakap..I love you So much..only you..tapi awak..
Awak..you're too drastic..awak tukar profile name..background..and...bio..bio twitter awak dah takde nama saya!..kenapa?..takut perempuan tu tau y awak dah ade girlfriend?.. is it?..

saya x marah awak nak berkawan dengan sapa..saya tak pernah halang..apalagi nak kongkong awak..tapi ini balasan awak dekat saya..samalah dengan case sebelum ni kan?..awak cakap cuma kawan..tapi the fact is..urgh..ingat saya tak tahu ke?..even saye x tweet..but i was there..stalk, read,weeps, and judging..
saya tak cakap..saya tak bagitau..saya diamkan aje..saye cuba tanya awak..tapi awak jawab lain..saya perasan dulu bila saya tgh cakap dgn awak and that time kawan awak, syafikah n ezaleen datang..muka awak merah sangat..awak cuba sedaya upaya awak nak hide from them,..n masa tu hanya Allah je y tahu y saya menangis..tapi saya diam..saya taknak cakap apa-apa pun pasal benda tu bila depan awak..sebab saya fikir..why i need to sacrifices my precious time dengan awak untuk argue pasal tu..?..
Even saya tahu sebabnya awak mengelak ..awak takut najlaa tahu?..yaa..you bio..kecik n NF stand for her..and same goes to her..NFRR..cute name..is it?

Dahla..what past is passed..i dont wanna talk about that..just dont..Now, you came back with another fairy-love-story.. now what?..miss-ing her so badly..wanted to meet her again..feels like going back there..thats called LOVE!..see,..you just fallen in love..YOU FALL IN>>LOVE!..OMG!..should I happy for you????should I pray for your happiness?..should I congratulated you?..just..Should I??? im asking you....Should I???

Babe, I love you....bukan saya taknak jawab call awak..cuma sekarang..I CANT THINK rationally....I cant..
With love,

Bella 


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